Where did my hope go?
Well it’s been awhile since I’ve written anything. I fell hard and am still on the ground trying to get up. I am on another medication now which is helping.…
The messy stuff is the hardest to share
The messy stuff is the hardest to share. It is so much easier to say "look everyone, I hung my bike from the ceiling!", "look at me, I renovated my…
Spinning out of control
I hate working when my mind is out of control. My head is spinning right now. I can't focus. I can't remember from one minute to the next what I…
The Relapse
I feel like such a fricken loser. I know I am supposed to be nice to myself, but some days I just cannot. Today, I want to disappear somewhere. Into…